Tag Archive: Sex


Where does it come from?
The pain,
inside.
More,
than any human thing.

Swelling, roaring-
I plead,
cry,
embracing.

Snowing,
alone,
naked,
feeling.

White pain-
numb.
Erupting inside.
pain,
flaring,
throbbing.

Rising
soaring;
distracted,
within-
drugged.
pain – check.
Burning,
tearing, clawing.

Inside you,
feeling-
Sweat, mingling.
aching,
longing.
pain.

Then.
night,
alone,
Pain and I,
holding it,
knowing,
I-
am-
alive.

Derivative Two

Holiday.

Guy: Ever been to the Bahamas?

Guy: Well, if you like to go then we can send you there for $300 for two weeks.

Guy: The first week anything you want is yours.

Guy: No, really, anything you want.

Guy: Yes.

Guy: Sure, whatever.

Guy: The second week you are owned by us.

Guy: And we wipe your memory.

-END

Insinuating Holiday Journey

Nineteen ninety eight

Where does it come from?
The pain within,
I feel it inside me.
More inside me than any human thing.

It swells and roars and it will not go away.
I plead,
cry,
hold it close.

In the snow,
alone,
naked,
feeling.

Feeling the pain from the snow,
numb.
Erupting inside.
Inside me, the pain,
flaring,
throbbing.

Rising
I soar;
distracted,
within the drug.
The pain is still there.
Burning,
tearing, clawing.

Inside you,
I feel you.
Sweat mingling.
I ache,
longing.
I still feel the pain.

Then.
night,
alone,
alone with the pain.
I hold it tight,
knowing,
I’m alive.