Am I,
just a little boy,
holding up pictures,
to Papa?
Words
and images
flash, ssshwip!
ssshwip! ssshwip!
Jotted down,
capturing
the blur…
Lifting it
High, do
you see?
Do you,
see??
Tag Archive: doubt
Don't you
doubt? I
Wonder? hear
as you wander, a
meandering alone voice
life's, bramble He
strewn path, calls
of faith? my
Broken, name
battered He
stumbling, calls
bruised me-
beaten. Beloved.
These feelings,
swelling, growing,
deep,
inside me.
resentment,
anger,
loss,
jealousy.
Know it,
I do not,
feel it,
absolutely.
Question it?
Certainly.
When,
I ask,
does it
shift
from love,
into uncertainty
of love?
When,
does disrespect,
warrant,
resentment?
Is it jealousy,
or my reaction,
to a lack of respect?
Are these feelings
ever warranted?
I sit,
think,
and,
as always,
question.
Today,
woke up, smiling.
Certain,
that you understood,
turning
your face, away-
perhaps, you
don’t.
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